So many people don't what parents are feeling and going through when they have lost their children to the state CPS and have their rights terminated turning their children into what is called a "paper orphan"

Parents who lost their children to the state have broken hearts, broken spirits, and they are not even a live we are walking zombies.  We have broken heart and  our hearts have wholes in them that can't be repaired or mended.

A part of us has been taking away and we wonder how our children will be treated by foster care givers or adopters. What lies will the state tell our children and what lies with our children's adopters and foster care givers tell our children about us.

Our children will be turned against us unless we can get to them once they turn  18 years old.

Our hearts are broken and State Judges, CPS wreckers, Guardian Ad Litems, and County DA and our family is responsible for breaking our hearts.

A heart can be broken but keep on beating just the same. It may beat but the beat is not the same.